Still the same

Well, I haven't had one person at my new blog yet. I'm wondering what I'm missing. There must be something I'm not doing right.

Anyway, I'll still update my situation. My ex is still hanging out at my house every day. I have to make him leave every single time. He's still not working but luckily he signed up for unemployment and got it. I'm so tired of him being around but he knows that he can help me and make my life easier, so when we're in trouble in our marriage, he always resorts to doing everything for me that he never will do when we're in a "relationship", or when things are going good in his eyes. I'm not falling for it, I'm just using him like he's used me. He has his friends over here, he might even be doing something illegal out of his truck but I can't speculate.

Haven't talked to my lawyer for a week but I have some suggestions I'm going to fax him next week and hopefully my ex will sign divorce papers. I don't think he will no matter what though. His parents will give him everything he wants so we'll see. Although I know they're sick of him doing drugs and needing help. It's been 15 years or more that he's been an addict.

Wish me luck. I hope nobody out there has to deal with this but I know there are plenty of you. Share your stories:) Thanks, Jamie